12.8.04
Ha! 6 days!!! XD I'm not fond of the layout... So I'm not that interested to post. Hehehe... Anyway, how do I start? Hmm... Ranting it is, then!
There's this guys who prides himself a tutor in Mathematics, my relatives always hire him to teach their kids. My mom followed, bad, very bad. This guy thinks I need him, but I actually don't. Before, when he does not teach me, my scores are 90+. Now I'm failing, when he's teaching me, that is. I know he's trying to teach me complex stuff, to mix up my mind. So when I fail, my mom will call him again. My mom said he only worries about my math, and I answered her that he just wants to be paid. She didn't say anything and just left my room at that. I REEEAALLLLYYYY hate him. My 2nd cousin said that he takes drugs. I hope that's true, so that he's gonna rot in jail if authorities find out. Hmph. I can't escape reality, though. My mom trusts that sly... thing.
The Da Vinci Code - best book EVER. I love it! It's plainly the BEST. Religion... Ha! The Catholic Church hates it, however. If it criticizes them, they shouldn't care, it's just a book anyway, right? Or are they guilty? Hmm? I'm a Roman Catholic, too, but I don't know why I like the book, no wait, I love it! But wait, the romance... Far from the ending, I already wanted Robert Langdon and Sophie Neveu to end up together. Gawd. A page. The last page before the epilogue. That's all. It didn't even say if they were going to end up together; although there were hints. Argh!!! Hints are not good enough!!! I want proof that they are going to end up together!!! They should get married!!! Nyahahahahahahahahaha!!! I'm going to read Angels and Demons, the main character there is still Robert Langdon; I shall see if there's any mention about Sophie... Nyahahaha!!! XD I don't want to spoil anyone, but it says that Jesus and Mary magdalene were married. Now don't flame me for this. I'm just repeating, and it doesn't matter what they say, what matters is what you believe in.
Oh my Gawd. A while ago, my EX-crush confessed and told me he has a crush on me... o.O I don't know what to do or what to feel!!! Nyah!!! XD Help? Haha... Really, now. I hope it doesn't spread...
12.2.04
Don’t you always feel
That nobody cares
Nothing seems to be real
And everything you do is lower than fair
In their eyes you’re different
So you chose to remain silent
You try your best
But you just don’t belong with the rest
What is more painful?
What would you accept?
A broken heart when you grew up?
Or a shattered soul when you were young?
Neither is to choose from
Since both hurt you bad
You wish for the freedom
And life’s driving you mad
So what do you expect?
In a life full of turns
It doesn’t only make you churn,
It will last forever, the effect
Then you feel it
Then you see it
It’s then you realize, nobody cares
And you see the truth
Amidst the deceit
Neglected
~?~?~?~?~?~
I was so bored... Hehe... I guess after a year of having a writing hiatus, my writings suck! Oh my God... Oh well, guess I have to start practicing all over again, from scratch.
Hmm... I hope there are no classes tomorrow... Super Typhoon is now here in the Philippines! Yay! But I hope the poor people without houses are okay.. That's the problem with me... I don't know why I pity them.. See, if the government was good enough, then there wouldn't be fiscal crisis, and everyone would have a fair job; and earn money in an honest way. But no, all the government do is corrupt, pocket all the money the people are paying. Does that even help? No. People are already suffering, yet, they care less. Why run for a position in the government if you don't have love for your countrymen? Even if you say you are well-educated, what's te use? Yes, you are a government official who is very well-educated, but, what's the use if you don't use it for the good of the country? Huh? Show-off? Ha! What idiots..
Like my Chinese teacher said, it was better with Marcos, since he doesn't depend on other countries, and the Philippines was rich, not corrupt. Most of the Filipinos, though, do not understand that. Me? I'm young, I guess, but I listen whenever my relatives talk about that. Of course, I'm only a half. 
Wow. I wrote that much? 
Maybe that's why we won our debate... 
God, I should stop... I'm only 12!
12.1.04
First of all, I just want to say, Mikayla, thanks a lot!! I was really touched! I was moved by that comment.. Hmm.. Do you have YM or MSN Messenger? Maybe we could be friends. ^^ =D Really, thanks! By the way, I'm REEAALLYYY sorry about the code. :)
ANYWAY
I have something to rant about! =D Those who are living in Manila, Philippines, I'm sure you have heard of "Pondo ng Pinoy", wherein everyone needs to put 25cents in a bottle everyday. Mine's full already, and the bottle is not what you can call small, either. It's medium-sized, I think. The problem is, the school wants us to count them! I mean, we are already the ones who are donating, why do we still have to count them? Why, is the money for them? All the while they were claiming that it was for the poor people. I had a hard time counting them, you know, by 4s.. And there was a lot. o.O I think it took me an hour just to count those money... *sigh* Life, you really do expect a lot, but recieve a little.
What else? Hmm... Chinese history... I hate it. It's so boring; there's only one theme... People killing each other. Gah!!! I'm sick and tired of it, really.. But I can't sleep in class, I don't know how since I don't do that; I can't talk to my classmates also, since I'm also not used to that; and I'm afraid to break my clean record. =D
Oh, by the way, we, the GRADERS, won in the sportsfest that was held this past Monday! Yay! XD And I have 5 medals!!! (Relay only, again since I'm not fast... ;p )
11.28.04
Hey! Long time no blog! Hehehe... As you can see, I have a new layout, featuring Kafra from the game Ragnarok Online.. Hehehe... Well, last Saturday, we had a competition, MILO Little Olympics.. Hehehe.. I won 2 gold medals, but that's just in a relay. Hell yeah!!! We had the continuation a while ago, and God, I was so tired.. Imagine, event after event. Just 5 minutes rest then I go again.. Yep, downright tiring. At least it's over now.. But tomorrow!!! Oh no!!! Sportsfest... Hehehehe... Well, good luck graders! We can beat the highschool!11.26.04
Love is sacrifice.
If you really love someone, you have to sacrifice a lot. You can pretend, yes, but your feelings overwhelm you. You try to hide it, because when he finds out, then it's over. So you try to act casual when he's around. But will that last forever? There are doubts in your mind, maybe, you should find another. Another who will give you back the love that you are ready to give. Someone you can have a mutual relationship with.
That won't last forever. You boast that you will wait forever. But will you? You know that you have no chance for him to return that love to you. Yes, tha's true. You try everything to make him notice you, but it's no use since he already likes someone else.
You constantly dream about him, go crazy over him, but in the end, it's all a waste.
Specially when he's younger than you.
11.22.04
Hmmm... Do I have rants today? Guess not that much... Except for Mona Lisa look-alike who... yuck. Nevermind. You wouldn't want to hear it anyway. I went to have my ORT a while ago.. And woah, VI-A was so... NOISY. I don't know why my teacher gave me an 89 when I read the paragraph so well, it was just because her classroom was damn noisy. *sigh* I had to take the Math quiz a while ago, but I didn't study!!! T.T Oh well, like they say, you learn from your mistakes. Gah. I hate surprise quizzes. Why can't just assign them so we can get ready?! They are complaining that a lot of us fail but that's mainly their fault, too, right?!? If they don't assign quizzes, there. A fatal mistake. Then they give us a lot of assignments and subjects to study... What can we do? They are so inconsiderate!!! What I'm saying is that... Hello?! Like, have a little mercy on us, won't you? XD
New layout, by the way, what do you think?
11.22.04
Yeah, yeah, I know... I didn't blog... Did I promise? Nyahahahahahahahaha!!! XD I had to finish The Huindred Secret Senses for our book report later... Then my cousin forced me to play X-Men with them in the PS2, so... You know... ;p
Anyway, went to G4 yesterday, mainly to buy a gift for my friend who celebrated her birthday yesterday. Oh well. She's my classmate anyway. Rants: Questor, one of my fave mags, switched from GMA to ABS-CBN. I mean, how pathetic is that?! Okay, I admit, I loathe ABS-CBN; they are just a couple of copycats who can't seem to get things right because they have very small brains.. Or none at all... XD Anyway, people from the Philippines know their real nature, so there ya go! I won't buy Questor anymore!!! Why? First, Aldin Viray is no longer an artist!!! Second, like I said, they switched from GMA to ABS-CBN... Well, at least there was a huge difference in the price, from P280.00 to P120.00. What idiots... If I can talk to Bambi from Questor, I'll tell her everything I feel.. Yeah, complain a lot. ABS-CBN sucks, do you know that?! It can't even beat GMA!!! e.g. Star Circle Quest (Walang kakwenta kwenta mga gaya-gaya!!! Nauna ang StarStruck noh! ). Then the Chinovelas... Then Krystala (Oh that is sooooooooo corny... Drat it.) They think they can beat Mulawin, but they really can't.. What idiots... ABS-CBN are JBL!!! (Just Big Losers) Nyahahahahahaha!!! XD
